©2006 Larry Huntsperger Peninsula Bible Fellowship
08-06-06 |
First Encounters Pt. 1 |
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8/6/06 First Encounters Pt. 1
After our seven week break for our series on relationships
we are going to return to our study of the Gospel of John this morning.
It’s been several months since we’ve been in this study
and the last time we were in it
we ended with John’s remarkable introductory words,
given to us in John 1:14-18 in which he says,
And the Word
became flesh, and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, glory as of the only
begotten from the Father, full of grace and truth. ... For of His fulness we
have all received, and grace upon grace. For the Law was given through Moses;
grace and truth were realized through Jesus Christ. No man has seen God at any
time; the only begotten God, who is in the bosom of the Father, He has
explained Him.
If you were with us during our earlier studies in this book,
you’ll remember that John wrote this Gospel
not in his youth,
not in those years immediately following Christ’s resurrection and departure,
but at the very end of his life,
very likely 50 years or more following Christ’s time on this planet.
And he wrote with the heart and eyes
of a man looking back on those events that altered first his life
and then the lives of many thousands of others along the way.
What he shares with us is accurate
as only a first person account can be,
but it is also selective.
He is not trying to meet an urgent need for facts about this Jesus
as did the writers of the first three Gospels.
He writes with a purpose
and with a perspective that deeply impacts what and how he shares.
I understand that.
In the early 1970's
I spent a year working in the St. Anne’s Valley
just outside of Port-of-Spain, Trinidad in the Carribean.
I’d been on the island twice before,
once for a summer in 1968,
and then again for a year in 1970.
But this third trip came in response to a request
from a missionary family returning to the states for a year of furlough.
They’d made some progress in establishing the beginnings of a church in St. Anne’s,
and they were hoping that I would be willing to come down and hold things together for them
during the time they would be away from the Island.
I loved the Island,
I loved the people,
and I jumped at the chance to go.
In so many ways
that year was a pivotal point
both in my life
and in the lives of a number of my Trinidadian brothers and sisters.
It was during that year
that I made a discovery about myself
that literally transformed the course of my life forever.
When I arrived in St. Anne’s
I found a handful of young believers
who were deeply sincere in their commitment to Christ,
but nearly ignorant of those truths that form the foundation of our walk with Christ.
I knew they needed a Bible teacher,
but all the other missionaries were busy in other areas of the island
and there was no one left for us.
I wasn’t much more than a kid myself at the time.
I had no Bible School training,
no Seminary training.
I could be friends with these precious people,
but I certainly wasn’t qualified for much else.
I remember telling the people we desperately needed a Bible teacher
and even suggesting that the people start praying that God would supply,
but no one showed up,
so in desperation I decided I’d better try to share a few thoughts each week myself
until the real teacher came.
I still remember that first night,
halfway through my thoughts,
suddenly looking at the people in front of me
and realizing that something was happening both in them and in me,
something that appeared to be very good indeed.
And that night I discovered
that at some level God had chosen to equip me to teach His Word.
And I learned something else through that experience as well.
I learned that quite often the first step in our discovering some project that God has for us
is our recognizing a need
and then feeling very strongly that someone else should fill it.
I’ve seen this happen so often in my own life over the years
that I’ve almost gotten use to it.
When I see something that troubles me
and find myself thinking, “Why doesn’t someone do something about that?”,
it sometimes isn’t long before the terrifying thought comes to mind, “Well, you’re someone.”
But the reason I brought this up
is because I know that, if I would have sat down as soon as I returned to the States
and written up a description of that third trip to Trinidad,
what I would have written up then
would have looked very different
from what I would write up now.
Thirty-five years ago
I would have recorded the facts of what happened.
But now I can look back and see their meaning.
More than that,
now as I look back
I can see the active, perfect hand of God in what took place.
I can see what He was doing in my life
and in the lives of my fellow Christians
as He prepared me and them for the things that were to come.
And what we get when we read the Gospel of John
is very much like that.
It is not just John recording the facts.
It is John recording for us the truth behind those facts,
it is John recording for us those things that mattered the most.
Clarity is very important to him.
He tells us the answers to the questions
even before the questions are asked.
We saw this the last time we were in this study
in these verses I just read for us.
And the Word became flesh, and dwelt among us, and we beheld His glory, glory as of the only begotten from the Father, full of grace and truth.
From the very beginning of this remarkable document
John urgently wants us to know the truth.
This Jesus is the Word,
God’s perfect communication of Himself to us, His creation.
And to see Him
is to see God Himself.
And what we see when we see Him
is not what any of us expect.
What we would expect him to say is that we beheld His glory,
full of fear and trembling.
We expect God on the mountain
with the thunder and lightning surrounding Him.
And to be honest,
for many of us,
even now, on this side of His forgiveness and kindness,
this is what we still expect.
Oh, we don’t really expect the thunder and lightning, of course,
but we do expect a God who draws His lines decisively,
who then demands obedience from His children,
and who scowls in disgust when we fall short.
I was in a conversation with a young man this past week,
and in that conversation
he asked me a truly remarkable question,
a question that in some ways forms the pivotal point
in our entire relationship with our Creator.
He said, “Is it true that our sins can separate us from God?”
From my previous conversations with him
I knew the person I was talking with
was a deeply committed Christian,
growing in his walk with the King.
And here he was
asking me what is perhaps the most crucial question a person can ever ask.
I know, of course, what so much of the religious community around us would say.
And I know why they would say it.
They would say “Yes! Absolutely!”
And they would say it
with the hope that their answer
would help keep this young man from sin.
That’s what religion does.
It looks for some kind of fear or guilt motivation
to try to prod us into improved performance.
But when he asked me that question, “Is it true that our sins can separate us from God?”,
I said, “If it is, then Christ blew it.
He failed in what He came to do.”
He said He came to establish what He calls “a new covenant in His blood”,
an agreement between us and Him
in which He takes all of our sin onto Himself
and then pays the price for all those sins forever
through His death on the cross.
Either the debt really is paid in full forever,
and our sins no longer stand as a barrier between us and Him,
or Christ failed,
His death was not an adequate payment for our sins,
and we have no hope.
But we know ourselves so well.
We know our weaknesses,
we know our failures,
we know our sins,
and because we know them
so often our first expectation of God
is one of judgement, of disgust, of wrath.
And when Paul boldly proclaims that, (ROM 5:1) “Therefore having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ...),
and when he tells us that, (ROM 8:1) “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus...”,
we simply don’t get it.
But when John begins his Good News,
he wants us to know the truth from the very beginning,
and so he tells us what they saw
when they saw God.
...we beheld His glory, glory as of the only begotten
from the Father, full of grace and truth.
Full of grace...
full of grace...
full of grace...
And then, to make sure we understand,
to be sure we heard what he just said,
he says it again,
and then again.
For of His fulness we have all received, and grace upon grace.
For the Law was given through Moses; grace and truth were realized through
Jesus Christ. No man has seen God at any time; the only begotten God, who is in
the bosom of the Father, He has explained Him.
And I didn’t mention it the last time we were in this passage,
but I do love the last phrase in that passage.
Have you ever wished
that someone would explain God to you?
What’s He really like?
How does He really feel about you?
What’s He doing on this planet?
Well, that’s part of what Jesus was doing - explaining God to us.
He did it with His words to some degree,
but He did it mostly with His life,
and with His death.
He did it with the very fact that He was here,
and with the way He was here.
When I was writing The Fisherman
and I reached that point in Peter’s life when,
for the first time in history,
a person recognized Jesus for who He really was
and openly acknowledged it,
I used that setting to allow Peter
to put into words the kind of struggle I’ve gone through in my life
in the discovery of who my God is,
the kind of struggle that I think all of us go through at times.
You’ll remember the incident if you’ve read the Gospels.
It took place about three years into Jesus’ time with his men.
They had been watching Him,
listening to Him,
living in His presence for a considerable time.
And then Jesus gathered them together
and asked them, “Who do you think I am?”
And Peter responded, MAT 16:16 "You are the Christ,
the Son of the living God."
And then I put these words into Peter’s mouth.
You don’t understand why this was such a revelation to me, do you? You can’t figure out why, with all his miracles, and all his power, and all his authority, it took me three years to see the truth. Well, you see, it was because . . . because he liked me, and because I liked him. I knew Messiah was coming. I knew Messiah was the hope of our nation, the hope of our world. But who could have guessed that Messiah would be my best friend? Who would have guessed that Messiah would love me and that I would love him? Who could ever have imagined that Messiah would laugh at my stupid jokes, and sit and talk with me for hours about nothing, and clearly delight in my friendship and my presence with him? Messiah was not supposed to like me, and me like him. Messiah was supposed to rule and conquer and judge and command great armies. Messiah was supposed to be absolute power. But no one had expected him to be nice, to be kind, to be gentle. Of course Messiah would care about the nation, but how could I have known he would care about me?
And if you were not one of the few
who were there with us in those days, I think you may have to fight this battle
from the other way around. For those of us who were there, we found out Jesus
was nice and that he cared about us and that he really, truly loved us before
we discovered that he was Messiah. You, on the other hand, may have already
accepted him as Messiah, but you have not yet allowed yourself to believe that
he loves you personally, deeply, eternally. You cannot imagine that he delights
in your friendship and cherishes your sense of humor and values his
communication with you as much as the communication he shared with King David.
If so, then you also have before you a pilgrimage, a bridge to cross. Only,
when the Spirit finally leads you to the other side, and the Master asks you,
“Who do you say that I am?” your great and glorious breakthrough will not be,
“You are Messiah,” it will be, “You are my friend.”
You think perhaps I had a head
start, beginning with the knowledge of his love as I did. You are wrong. I did
not have a head start; I simply had a different start. Having begun with the
knowledge of his love, I then had to grow into the knowledge of his deity. You,
perhaps, will begin with the knowledge of his deity and then must grow into the
knowledge of his love. Both pilgrimages are filled with pitfalls. Neither can
be successfully accomplished apart from the leadership of the Spirit. But
neither, I think, is easier than the other. And both lead us in the end to the
same amazing truth about the same amazing God.
I share that passage with you again this morning
because it is that same truth,
that same pilgrimage that John is trying to lead us through
in this fourth Gospel.
Discovering the absolute goodness of our God
is never easy for any of us.
It is, in fact, the central battle of this life,
a battle in which our enemy skillfully seeks to bombard us
with every possible evidence to the contrary.
And yet, it is only in that discovery
and in choices that then grow out of it’s truth
that our lives find purpose and stability.
And with all of us
the foundation for our discovery of this truth
is always at those times
when we can once again hear and believe the voice of our God.
Does that sound strange to you?
Does it sound like some sort of strange religious experience
where we think we “hear” the voice of God?
If you are relatively new to what it means
to live with God through faith in Christ,
I think maybe I should prepare you for something
that will become very common stuff for you in the years ahead.
And maybe I’d better do this in an organized way
just to make sure it doesn’t get confusing.
Our life with God begins
at that point in our lives
when we recognize our need for a Savior
and we reach out to our God
and choose to believe He’s telling us the truth
when He tells us that Christ was dying for our sins too
when He died on that cross.
Paul says simply,
EPH 2:8 For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God...
And don’t get all weird with that faith thing.
All that means
is that we choose to believe
that God is telling us the truth
when He tells us Christ paid our sin debt in full.
OK, when we do that
God then responds to that simple act of faith
by literally placing His Spirit within us.
I love the way Paul said it in the first chapter of his letter to the Ephesians.
EPH 1:13-14 In Him, you also, after listening to the message of truth, the gospel of your salvation-- having also believed, you were sealed in Him with the Holy Spirit of promise, who is given as a pledge of our inheritance...
With most of us, I think,
at first we don’t have any clear awareness of what’s happened.
With me, all I knew is that something big had just changed inside me.
This tension between me and my God was gone.
I didn’t know that was the Spirit of God within me.
I just knew something was very different.
Sometimes our first clear awareness of the Spirit within us
comes as a result of changes in our attitudes
that simply cannot be explained any other way.
Last year I shared with you
what has become one of my favorite one-line descriptions of the life of God within us
when I told you about a young Christian
who stopped some destructive behavior patterns
that had been a regular part of his life.
And when I asked him why he stopped
he said, “Well, I just don’t want to do it any more.”
I responded by saying, “And that, my friend, is the result of the Spirit of God inside you.”
And then he looked at me
and said, “Oh dude! It works!!”
That kid’s exclamation
will stay with me for the rest of my life
because it captures the way our spirits respond
to those early discoveries of the work of God’s Spirit within us.
But my point here is simply
that He does indeed place His Spirit within us.
And then, from then on,
one of the many remarkable works of the Spirit in our lives
is the process in which He begins to take the written Word of God, the Bible,
and make it personal to us.
And I’m not just talking about giving us facts
or principles,
I’m talking about a process in which He takes promises that God made to other people,
at other times,
in very different circumstances,
and He hands them to us
as His own personal communication to our lives.
More than thirty years ago, now,
there was a school teacher at a small Christian school here in Soldotna.
She was teaching in the grade school.
She was a good teacher,
and she loved her kids,
but she knew where she was and what she was doing
wasn’t really what her God had for her.
She’d started to make plans to move out of the state when school ended,
but even that was only a direction to head
with no clear goal in mind.
During that year
a young Bible teacher visited her church for just a month.
He’d been invited up to help with the youth work in the church.
When this school teacher met him
something inside her drew her to this young Bible teacher.
But she rejected the thought
because he was only there for a month,
and he would soon leave Alaska with no plans of returning,
and, even more significant, he was engaged to be married that fall.
But then the Spirit of God
brought this school teacher to a promise in Scripture,
and the Spirit gave it to her in a way that she knew
it was somehow linked to this young Bible Teacher.
That promise is recorded in Jeremiah 29:11 where God says,
‘For I know the plans that I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans for welfare and not for calamity to give you a future and a hope.
She never said a word to anyone about that promise for some considerable time.
She didn’t try to make anything happen.
She certainly didn’t show anything more than the most casual, indifferent interest
in that young Bible teacher.
In fact, it wasn’t until after she and that young teacher were married a year later
that she told him
about that promise God had given her a year earlier.
I know about this
because for the past 30 years
that school teacher has been my wife,
my life partner,
and the best friend I’ll ever have.
And that process of the Spirit of God taking His written Word
and giving it to us as our personal word from Him
is an active, crucial, ongoing part of His involvement in the Christian’s life,
and it is also the essential ingredient
in our discovery of the absolute goodness of our God
and of the intimate, personal nature of His love for us.
When John writes this gospel to us
he’s not just talking with us about something that happened between him and his God,
he’s talking to us
about something that he wants to happen
between each of us and our God as well.
It wasn’t just John who, at the end of his life,
looked back and proclaimed that grace upon grace poured out on him through his Creator.
He wants us to know
that, for everyone of us who turns to Him in simple faith,
when we see Him and our lives correctly,
we will proclaim exactly the same thing.
And when I feel otherwise,
one thing I know for certain.
What I’m seeing
and what I’m feeling
has to some degree
been twisted and tainted by lies from the enemy.
Well, I didn’t even get through my introduction
into our re-entry in to John,
but we’ll pick it up here next week.