©2005 Larry Huntsperger Peninsula Bible Fellowship
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Turning Back The Tide |
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10/23/05
Turning Back The Tide
I have run into a problem
and I think it is
only fair
for me to
let you know about it.
For more than two years now
we have been in
involved in a study of the book of Ephesians.
The letter is not a long one,
in fact it’s only
six chapters.
Of course we’ve taken some detours along the way
that have taken
us out of the book for a while,
but still we’ve been joined to this book
for a
considerable length of time as a church.
Our study of the book
has brought us to
Paul’s concluding comments
in the
second half of the sixth chapter.
It is reasonable to assume
that we will soon
finish our study of this letter
and move on
to something else.
But here’s my problem.
Last week I began writing up
what was intended
to be a nice, concise summary of the book
in
preparation for our return to our study of the sixth chapter.
But as I began writing up my summary
I noticed so many
things in the letter
that we
skipped over
or
failed to focus on in what I would consider to be a proper way.
If you were here last week,
you saw what
happened.
Within the first few minutes
I gave up all
pretext of offering a brief overview of the book
and we
never even came close to making it out of my introductory comments.
And now this week
I once again ran
into the same problem.
As I was glancing through the letter
I noticed the
most remarkable passage
that I
don’t believe we did anything with
when we encountered it in our movement
through the book.
It is found in the 4th chapter
in that section
in which Paul is describing for us
how God’s
creation of this new life within us
and
our being the physical body of Jesus Christ here on this earth
should play out in our lives in a
practical way on a daily basis.
And keep in mind
that these verses
are deeply rooted
in the
three chapters that come before them,
chapters in which Paul reveals to us
our true spirit
identity in Christ,
chapters in which Paul explains how God has now joined us to
Christ,
and equipped us
with the Spirit of God working in and through us
so that the
manifold wisdom of God Himself
can
now be revealed to all of creation through us.
He then tells us
that our
fulfillment of this calling
is directly
linked to the degree to which we are “... able to comprehend ...what is the
breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ which
surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God.
And what I want us to see here
are the dual
messages
that we see
running through this letter,
the first telling us about the change Christ has already
accomplished within our spirits,
and the second
talking with us about the way in which that change
will affect
the life we live in this physical world here and now.
In the first half of the book
we have Paul
presenting to us
a vivid
picture of changes that he tells us
have already taken place within the life
of every Christian.
It’s all past tense.
It’s all a
completed work of God within our lives.
We WERE dead in our trespasses and sins,
but God has NOW
made us alive with Christ,
and raised
us up with Him,
and
seated us with Christ in the spirit world.
He has already formed us into a new, holy creation of God.
These truths,
and our
acceptance of them
then form
the foundation upon which Paul builds
everything else he tells us in this
letter.
And yes, I do understand how confusing
and how difficult
this is to our minds.
Everything we know,
everything we
feel,
everything our human logical processes
tell us
seems to contradict these truths.
If I really am a new creation in Christ,
if I really have
died to my former life
and been
joined to Christ
and
am now seated with Him in heavenly places,
then why do I have to begin every day of my life
by consciously
fighting my way back into some sort of mental peace and hope in my God.
And why do I have to wade through all of this internal
sewage
day after day
after day?
Why do I still fear?
Why do I still
doubt?
Why do
choices of trust in my God still sometimes come so hard?
Perhaps the most vivid nighttime experience of my life
took place around
2:00 a.m.
one night
when our daughter, Joni, was still in grade school.
Both Sandee and I were deeply asleep
when, all of the
sudden,
our little
girl began screaming in absolute terror.
We both bolted out of bed
and I frantically
felt my way to the door
and then
fumbled with the knob
in an
attempt to get to her room
to find out who was trying to kill her.
When we entered her room
and turned on the
light
we found
her curled up in a terrified ball in the corner of her bed,
and as soon as she saw me
she screamed,
“Daddy, the bees! The bees! Kill the bees!”
She’d had a hideous nightmare
in which she knew
that all the blankets and sheets in her bed
were
swarming with bees
and she wanted me to find them all and kill them.
Her heart was racing,
her bloodstream
was filled with adrenaline,
her mind
was full of vivid images of swarms of bees everywhere,
and
her emotions were flooded with all the terror that comes with such images.
And the first thing I said to her
after seeing what
was going on was, “Sweetie, there are no bees.”
That is the kind of communication situation
that we have
going on
between us and our God
in
the first three chapters of Ephesians.
When I told my daughter that there were no bees,
my words seemed
to contradict
everything she knew to be true at that
moment.
Every aspect of her being - her mind, her emotions, her will
were all engaged
in a frantic battle
against the
swarm of enemies around her.
She knew what was true,
she felt what was
true,
and what
was true to her at that moment was a swarm of bees in her bed.
And when our God tells us
that we were dead
in our sins,
but we are now alive in Christ
and that we are
seated securely and eternally with Him in heavenly places,
the words seem to deny everything our mind and emotions know
to be true.
The great difference between Joni and the bees
and us and what
our God is telling us
is that when Joni was finally fully awake
she knew the
truth,
whereas we, on the other hand,
will not be fully
awake
and will
not know the truth with absolute clarity
until the instant we depart from these
bodies
and leave all of our mental and emotional
lies behind.
And for now,
as long as we
remain in these bodies,
every
single day when we open our eyes in the morning
we
will once again have to fight our way back through our own personal swarm of
bees,
back into the acceptance of a truth
that will seem to contradict nearly
everything we feel
and nearly everything we see going
on around us.
So why, if we really are recreated in Christ,
with hearts
forever united in love with our God,
why do we still see such corruption in our lives,
and why does
doubt come so easily,
and why
does trust and rest in our God come with such difficulty?
Because our spirits have been reborn,
but our minds,
memories, and ingrained emotional responses have not.
And as a result,
most of our
reasoning processes,
most of our
memories,
and
nearly all of our emotional responses
seem to deny the truth of who we really are in Christ,
and of who He
really is
and how He
relates to us.
For us
the bed still
swarms with bees.
Which brings me to the passage in Ephesians
that I got
stalled out on this past week.
It is positioned half way through the letter,
and it is
designed by Paul
to give us
a concise statement
of
how the truth contained in this letter
will play out in our lives in a practical
way.
He talks with us
both about what
has changed
and what
has not,
and what we can expect as we seek to bring our daily living
into greater and
greater conformity with the truth.
It’s found in Ephesians 4:17-24
and it reads,
So this I say,
and affirm together with the Lord, that you walk no longer just as the Gentiles
also walk, in the futility of their mind, being darkened in their
understanding, excluded from the life of God because of the ignorance that is
in them, because of the hardness of their heart; and they, having become
callous, have given themselves over to sensuality for the practice of every
kind of impurity with greediness. But you did not learn Christ in this way, if
indeed you have heard Him and have been taught in Him, just as truth is in
Jesus, that, in reference to your former manner of life, you lay aside the old
self, which is being corrupted in accordance with the lusts of deceit, and that
you be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and put on the new self, which in
the likeness of God has been created in righteousness and holiness of the
truth.
And maybe the best way for me to show you what I want us to
see here
is to walk
through these verses phrase by phrase.
Paul begins by repeating the call
that he used to
introduce this second half of his letter.
After sharing with us the truth about who we now are in
Christ
and who Christ
now is in us,
in Ephesians 4:1 he said,
Therefore I, the prisoner of the Lord, implore you to
walk in a manner worthy of the calling with which you have been called...,
and then here in 4:17 he says it again,
“So this I say, and affirm together with the
Lord, that you walk no longer just as the Gentiles also walk...”.
Our calling will not change,
it cannot change.
We are the physical body of Christ on this earth.
And we will become effective in fulfilling this calling
as we keep our
daily life
in line
with that calling.
His purpose is clear.
He’s not asking us to become anything.
We already are what we need to be - the holy ones of God on
this earth.
He’s asking us
to bring our
daily choices
in line
with who we already are.
But here in verse 17
he approaches
this calling
by way of a
contrast.
He says that we are to walk no longer just as the
Gentiles also walk...
And for this to make sense
I need to let you
know
that Paul
is using the term “Gentiles” here
to
refer to all of us prior to Christ’s entrance into our lives.
What then follows is quite simply
Paul’s
description of the normal course of life without God,
a
description in which he lists five internal characteristics
and
three external characteristics
of a life lived outside of Christ.
The first time I attempted to write up notes for this
morning
I spent most of
one whole afternoon
immersed in an academic study
of
each of these progressive steps laid out by Paul in this passage.
It made for a rather nice academic study,
but in the end it
missed the point
and, I
think, would have wasted our time
because Paul’s point is simply
that when we
enter this world
with our
spirits turned away from the Light
it is
inevitable that our lives take on a futility,
and a darkness,
and a level of self-imposed ignorance
that keeps us ever learning and yet
never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.
Trying to find purpose in life,
and a reason for
getting out of bed each morning,
and true
self-acceptance,
and a
sense of hope for the future both for ourselves and for those who come after us
without peace with God through Jesus Christ
is a terrifying
business.
In a brilliant one-line statement
the Apostle John
captured the three places we always run to for our God substitutes.
1JO 2:16 For all that is in the world, the lust of
the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the boastful pride of life, is not from
the Father, but is from the world.
The lust of the eyes...
What will make me happy?
What can I get,
what can I
buy,
what can I possess that will make me feel
really good?
What’s on your “If I Only Had It I’d Be Happy” list right
now?
We all have one, don’t we.
What was on it a week ago?
A year ago?
Did it make you happy when you got it?
Did it fill that
emptiness inside?
Did it
quiet the demons
and
give you the deep sense of fulfillment you were looking for?
The lust of the flesh...
The exhilarating adrenaline high
that comes from a
conquering sexual relationship,
the physical thrill
that occurs in
any form of intense competition,
the more subtle pleasures of fine dining,
the seductive,
destructive blast of addicting drugs,
these and an endless variety of other physical pleasures
all have the
potential to appeal to the same need within us -
our longing
to find a purpose for our existence apart from our Creator.
The boastful pride of life...
We try to control others or
to manipulate
them so that they bestow on us their affirmation and praise.
We seek positions of power and recognition
so that we can
look at ourselves and say,
"See,
I have value! I matter! It is good that I was born!"
Some of us try to affirm our value
by gaining
control over our marriage partner or our children.
We may rule them with an iron hand,
or we may use
more subtle techniques of manipulation,
making
certain no one in our little kingdom acts without our approval.
Deep inside, our fear of insignificance
drives us to
grasp at anything that may help to affirm
that we are
really in control,
or
that we are really respected and honored.
We hang plaques on our walls.
We take pictures
of ourselves with famous people.
We collect
trophies and certificates.
See, world! I matter! I'm important! I
have value!
And please understand, my friends,
I’m not saying
all these things are necessarily wrong.
I’m simply saying that apart from Jesus Christ it’s all we
have
in our desperate
attempt to find peace with ourselves
and purpose
for life,
and it is never ever enough.
And this is what Paul is talking about
when he tells us
that outside of Christ we live...
in the
futility of our mind,
darkened in our understanding,
excluded from the life of God,
filled with ignorance about the way life
really is,
because of the hardness of our heart.
And it doesn’t take too many years into our adult lives
before we begin
to realize that nothing we do
will ever
fill the aching emptiness within us.
It doesn’t matter how many people may sing our praises,
or how many
things we may accumulate,
or how
frantically we search for fulfillment in physical pleasures,
none of it can ever bring us peace with ourselves.
In fact,
most of the time
the moral
compromises we make
in
our futile search for fulfillment
leave us feeling even more empty.
And outside of the intervention of the Spirit of God in our
lives
Paul tells us
that rather than recognizing our helplessness and need,
we will harden our hearts
and intensify our
search for meaning
in the same
empty pits that failed us before.
EPH 4:19 and they, having become callous, have given
themselves over to sensuality for the practice of every kind of impurity with
greediness.
But then Paul turns a light on in the darkness
as he reminds us
of what we
entered into
when we entered into Christ.
EPH 4:20-24 But you did not learn Christ in this way, if
indeed you have heard Him and have been taught in Him, just as truth is in
Jesus, that, in reference to your former manner of life, you lay aside the old
self, which is being corrupted in accordance with the lusts of deceit, and that
you be renewed in the spirit of your mind, and put on the new self, which in
the likeness of God has been created in righteousness and holiness of the
truth.
And the main thing I want us to see here
is the way in
which Paul prepares us
for the
remarkable ongoing redemptive process
that
God seeks to lead us through each day
as we live our lives in Him.
And first of all
let me point out
the crucial
attitude he wants us to have
toward that old life we lived prior to our
union with Christ.
Paul knows that all of us brought with us into our life with
Christ
our own personal
Gentile history.
He calls it our “former manner of life”
and then labels
it our “old self”.
But he doesn’t stop there.
He then tells us that even now
the principles
that governed life in this old self
continue to exert tremendous pressure on
our lives.
Our learned emotional responses,
our filtered
memories of the past,
our
reasoning processes upon which we base our choices -
all of these continue to war against us.
And when you see this happening in your own life
don’t be
surprised.
Every one of us
invested years
into trying to figure out
how to live
life without our God.
We each created protective defensives,
emotional hiding
places from our pain,
and deeply
imbedded lies about ourselves.
It was that pain
and those lies
that caused
us to build up those protective callouses around our souls
that
Paul was talking about.
But then he offers us the two key phrases
that form the
foundation for our turning back the tide of our lives.
The first is that phrase, “just as truth is in Jesus”.
And with that phrase
he is pointing us
back to the first three chapters of his letter,
back to
what he’s already told us
about the way in which our Savior
has already picked us up in His almighty
arms,
about how He now holds us close to Himself
in love,
and about how our spirits are right now
seated with Him in heavenly places.
He is pointing us back
to all those
things we heard Him say to us,
things that
sounded so good,
but
we couldn’t really hear or believe.
There are no bees.
“I sought you for myself before you were even born.
I called you to
myself when you thought I was the enemy.
I eagerly
wait for you to open your eyes each morning
so
that we can live another day together.
I delight in you, my precious child,
in My Spirit’s
presence in you,
and in your
unique expression of Me in this world.”
...just as truth is in Jesus...
And then the second phrase
that forms the
foundation for us
in our
turning back the tide of our Gentile lives
is that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind.
And right here is the battleground
on which we are
called to fight each day.
Knowing that truth is in Jesus,
Paul then tells
us
that our
great calling comes
in
each day choosing once again
to remind ourselves of that truth
and then choosing to believe it.
And most of the time
they will be
choices that we make
that will
seem to be in direct contradiction
to
what we feel.
We feel like the bed is full of bees.
But what we feel
simply is not
true.
And then just two additional comments before I close.
The first is that frequently
we need to allow
someone else into our nightmare
enough so
that they can tell us the truth
that
we cannot tell ourselves.
Sometimes we need to allow someone else to believe for us
until the
adrenaline subsides
and we can
begin to believe ourselves.
And then second,
I would just say
that after
40 years in the family of God
this
mental renewing process
is still very much of a daily active
necessity for me.
Every night when I close my eyes in sleep
I once again
forget the truth.
And every morning
I must once again
remind myself of it all over again.
As long as I remain in this body,
on this earth,
my default
setting in life
is
always in the lies of my flesh.
And reclaiming the truth each day
is the battle we are called to fight.